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Helllloooo! I’m Laci…

I’m a wife to the most AMAZING and beloved man Tyler, (he really has changed my life in so many beautiful ways) and a mom to 3 wonderful, brilliant, and spunky little girls.

Over the last couple of years my life has changed dramatically. I went from conservative to liberal, a christian firm in my beliefs to an exvangelical who embraces doubt and curiosity, and I was also an antivaxxer turned provaxx during Covid.

All of these changes, though hard, propelled me into a season of healing that I needed more than I knew. It gave me the opportunity to see and identify the bucket loads of religious trauma and spiritual abuse I have experienced in my life time. It also allowed me to see and listen to the stories from others who have their own religious trauma.

This made me see how organized religion, specifically White Evangelicalism, has caused harm over the years (hell centuries). Once I saw people hurting I couldn’t stay silent. I started sharing my deconstruction journey on Tik Tok and soon I developed a passion to help others work through their religious trauma so they can live a happier life beyond and abuse, shame, and fear.

I stated a course in Trauma Recovery and will soon (Feb 2022) be certified. So if you, or anyone you know is looking to unpack and heal rom their religious Trauma I would be honored to walk this road along side you all.

I offer a free 30 minute consultation so we can get to know each other and decide if we are good fit. If we find that we aren’t a good match for each other I will help you find a coach who is.

If we are a good match we can have weekly, bi weekly, or even monthly coaching sessions. Each session is 1 hour, $75 an hour, and all information is strictly confidential.

If you would like to book a consultation you can do so by CLICKING HERE! 

A little about me…

My best friend is coffee… enough said.

I like the idea of working out, but am horrible at actually doing it.

I have ADHD and wasn’t diagnosed till 30 years old.

I love making friends but I also love being a little hermit. So, it’s a huge internal struggle.

I’m all about kindness, love, and positivity! A smile goes a long way.

I’m a deconstructing exvangelical who’s trying to find what spirituality means to me.

I love, support, and affirm the LGBTQ community.

I whole heartedly support the BLM movement.

I’m learning to recognize my own internalized racism and be a better ally.

I know my ancestors where colonizers and we live on stolen land.

I currently live on the stolen land from the Soshone & Bannock tribes in Idaho.

Some days I believe in God some days I don’t, but am embracing and enjoying my own personal spiritual walk.

I have a truck load of spiritual abuse and religious trauma I’m working through and I hope that as I tell my story it helps others heal and grow.

I’m an ExAntivaxxer and very open about my story in hopes that it helps others who are questioning their antivaxx stance.

I love growth, even though most of the time it’s uncomfortable and challenging, it’s necessary.

I’m passionate about learning and healing from our trauma and am studying to get certified in trauma recovery. My area of focus is religious trauma and I will be certified by Feb. 2022!

I was born and raised in Texas. No accent though, not sure how that happened.

I love to travel and have had the privilege to visit many states within the USA along with Panama, New Zealand, and Australia over seas!

I have lived in 4 different states in my 10 years of marriage, and currently we are back in Idaho and we have no idea where life will lead us from here.

I’m obsessed with taking pictures. Trust me, you do not want to know the number of pictures I have stored on my computers, external hard drives, and devices.

Cards Against Humanity is my favorite game. (Don’t judge me!)

Oreos are my Jam.

/Kinda/ Sweet Tea is my Thing!

I’m a big foodie and one day I’ll actually take cooking classes.

Some days I’m super organized and crushing it while other days I can’t even find my own ass.

But most of the time I’m just trying to figure out and do my best with this whole thing called motherhood.

My hope is that through this blog and my videos on social media it helps you feel less alone in the world of deconstruction and you are able to heal and move forward beyond your religious trauma and spiritual abuse.

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Fun fact, I never thought tattoos were sinful, but Fun fact, I never thought tattoos were sinful, but I sure as hell was given many pamphlets and articles to explain how they were. Needless to say I didn’t listen. 😂 I’m back at it again! This is tattoo number 2 for today! 😁 Is this self care? Who cares, I say yes!!
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I took Plan B. Here is my story. #prochoice #women I took Plan B. Here is my story. #prochoice #womensrights #planb #keepyourlawsoffourbodies
The way our lives crashed together here in Idaho h The way our lives crashed together here in Idaho has been one of the best things in such a hard season of life! Love you my dear friend, and not just because we share the same name!​​​​​​​​
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Why not speak to us who are actually deconstructin Why not speak to us who are actually deconstructing? Is it because our reasons for leaving and deconstructing make you uncomfortable?😬​​​​​​​​
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Making clay earrings has been a wonderful self-car Making clay earrings has been a wonderful self-care activity and it has accidentally turned into a fun business! I might plug it from time to time on here but if you want to follow my business page for all my clay earrings and goodies check out @LaceAndHerClay on here and on Tik Tok!​​​​​​​​
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My deconstruction journey has been wild. Being rai My deconstruction journey has been wild. Being raised as an evangelical I as taught we had all the answers. For so long things were very black and white. Now, there are many days I don't know what I think about God. The amazing thing is, I'm ok with that. I've gotten comfortable with the unknown, asking questions, doubting, and just being ok not having it all figured out.​​​​​​​​
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Did this confuse anyone else, or was it just me?? Did this confuse anyone else, or was it just me?? ​​​​​​​​
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If your head is spinning with our chaotic life and If your head is spinning with our chaotic life and cross country moves, it's ok, ours is too! 😂
Mark my word. This isn’t the end, it’s just th Mark my word. This isn’t the end, it’s just the beginning.
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Religious Trauma is Trauma. Phase 2 was/is the har Religious Trauma is Trauma. Phase 2 was/is the hardest phase of my recovery. What is/was the hardest phase for you? 
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TODAY IS THE DAY! I can’t believe this time last TODAY IS THE DAY! I can’t believe this time last year this was just a thought in my head! I’m so happy to step into this field and help people heal and live a happier and healthier life beyond their religious Trauma.
Link in my bio to schedule your free 30min consultation.
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Sometimes you just need a coffee date with mommy!❤️❤️
How’s my morning? Well, my 7year old had an emot How’s my morning? Well, my 7year old had an emotional melt down because I didn’t put gold coins in soap like one of her classmates’s mom. Thanks Linda, just making us normal parents look real bad. 😒🙄
As a coach I want to be clear on what role I play As a coach I want to be clear on what role I play to help you overcome religious trauma while also being clear on what roles I don’t play and why.
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I cant believe this is happening! I’m so excited I cant believe this is happening! I’m so excited to step into this role and help people process and recover from their Religious Trauma!
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Comment below the hardest part of your deconstruction journey so far. If you see a comment and know something that helped you comment and offer some help! We are all in this together!
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If you followed Milo (@that.trans.guy.milo) here o If you followed Milo (@that.trans.guy.milo) here or on Tik Tok or you were a mutual and would Like to attend his memorial the link is in my bio! It’s this Saturday March 12th @ 3pm MST and his proper obituary has been published!👏🏼👏🏼 (Also linked in my bio!)
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I get that religious communities can be a place wh I get that religious communities can be a place where people find belonging, protection, and hope but unfortunately it’s also a place that can, and does inflict trauma. We are unpacking that.
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⚠️TW: Suicide Fighting against the anti-trans ⚠️TW: Suicide
Fighting against the anti-trans bills is literally a matter of life and death. Please take a stand and vote to protect the trans community. We love you Milo. May you Rest In Peace my friend.💔🏳️‍⚧️💕
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When your tiktok friends become real life friends! When your tiktok friends become real life friends!!! 💜
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